Nope

Thoughts run endlessly within my mind,
Fleeting visions fade through time.
Get out, get away, this is not okay,
I am not supposed to feel this way.
Friends not lovers, this what it has to be.
STOP! It hurts, I cannot give what you want from me.
I will hide these feelings away for none to see,
Even if it makes sense it cannot be reality.
Just because it needs to be said
Does not mean that it needs to be read.
Beating, no breaking quit pumping
If I could, by now, I would have done something.
Confusion takes over and stifles with my heart,
I need to find the strength to play the part.
Feelings of rapture, feelings of trust
Cannot be confused with feelings of lust.
For someone so close, it is bound to happen
Someday this will turn into attraction.
But not today, you cannot win
I will not let myself give in.
For within her I have discovered a new world,
Something so amazing it is seen as absurd.
Joy is found within her embrace,
Eyes meet and my heart begins to race.
I know what this is, I know what I feel
But for now I deny, I cannot accept this is real.